Quote from: Mrsknowsall on May 16, 2022, 08:09:56 PM

Ah so, yeah.. these days i feel so prone to feel sad even asking why I live? Like why god created me.. but then i reflect to myself to find some clue/answers.. but idk.. still got no clue about it. 

I only know 1 remedy for emptiness: wisdom.

Some people never find it. Some are gifted from birth. Some find it after much trial and tribulation. Some receive it from nobleman luck (ex: mentors, NOT motivators).

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@crimsongem thank you for helping me not only to read my Bazi but also for giving me a powerful word (wisdom) and attention to my post. although we are strangers. I should admit that I feel empty but then after you brought up about spirituality, etc. I started to do some research about spirituality and then I realized that I have so much ego within myself and less wisdom in my life. I blamed other people for what happened to me without realizing that the problem is myself + hard to admit it. Now, I admit what I've done, I know what the major problem in my life is. I feel grateful that I think God sent you to give me some clues (as I asked for hehe). I hope I can find wisdom in my life and be a better human being with the purpose to live this life. Also, I hope for you too as my live safer in Bazi reading to be always happy and live peacefully. 

Do you think i have a strong spiritual/religious aspects in my life?

You have several options:

1. Working as an international freelancer via home internet. Take payment in USD.
2. You may need financial support from your parents for a long time. I think they are quite generous and they are willing to carry your financial burden as long as they can.
3. You can also make money by selling spiritual/religious services or products.
4. Another source of money is conservative investment, e.g. real estate. Very profitable, but not always free from troubles. Taking payment in foreign currency is also an investment, especially if you can accept crypto as well in the future.

You have good friendship luck. You can even make friends with powerful people. However, be aware of any potential problem related to excessive pleasure, money and romance.

You are vulnerable to lose all your wealth. Basically, you should be financially savvy so you can't easily be tricked, build multiple layers of security to preserve your wealth, avoid showing off and anything speculative.

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Hiiii @crimsongem!, Thank you so much for helping me reading my own bazi.. It's very cool and I feel really appreciated. Now, I can consider what should I do next based on your reading towards my bazi.. Have a nice daaayy! 

Hello masters!

So, Im a woman, born in jakarta on 15/01/1999 at 4.29 am. I checked my bazi and actually im on my luck pillar this year. But i feel very unmotivated to do anything because i feel confused. I mean i feel lost sometimes because i feel i don’t know what to focus in my career life. I don’t understand myself whether i want to work or do business. What should i do? Also, I found DO on this year luck pillar.. will that means i found someone (future husband) or what? Anyway i have DO on my bazi on hour heavenly pillar.. by any chance someone explain to me regarding my own bazi.. thank you! For anyone who read my post, have a nice day!